After a long hiatus

Oh, what a good night sleep (without the urge to sleep in my birthday suit). Sleeping in a bed sure beats sleeping on a thin mattress on the floor. Can't wait for my king-(or is it queen-)sized bed and mattress to arrive nyahaha. Definitely my beauty sleep will be refined XD.

Life had been a bit hectic, but improving. Got a job with salary. Well, it's not really a heavenly job with heavenly salary and heavenly boss, but at least I have salary. No point working with a heavenly company and reporting to someone who pretends to be a heavenly person, but no salary. Nothing comes for free, and no one deserves to be grossly underpaid.

With my salary, I managed to get myself a pair of Credit Cards (yep, monsters they are), which I used to pay my outstanding bills, get myself a laptop (Asus. Gotta love 'em), a handphone (SonyEricsson K810i, black. I'm a sucker for black-colored items. But not black-colored people. I admit I am racist, but at least I'm honest), some new clothes, new shoes. Life definitely is getting better.

And I've improved my social life as well. Met up with new people (which I will introduce in my next post. Need their approval after all). Some as friends, some as enemies. We go out yumcha together, had gatherings, shared our laughters and tears (ok, this part might be a bit exaggerated. But I'd hope that we will be able to trust eachother to that extend).

But one part of my life is still stagnant: My love life.

To be honest, I can't imagine myself being in a relationship. I, who is a sucker for romantic literatures (both in the form of audio, video, and whatever form it may manifest itself), cannot comprehend how love starts. I know how it is nurtured, and got to the phase of being in full bloom. But I don't know how the seeds of love get into the picture. Funny isn't it?

Maybe it's because of my orientation. Being gay means being a minority. Being a minority in a minority sucks. Plus the fact of my stubbornness (or should I say stupidity?), clinging to an unrequited crush for a certain someone, who kept the issue open, yet never wanted to discuss about it (he said it's a stupid matter. Gosh, my feelings for you is a stupid matter... And yet I'm still in love with you. I must be darn stupid...).

Sigh. Well, as a closing for this post, let me share with you the things i wish to have in the next 24 months:

1. New place to stay, preferably within proximity of a STAR-LRT or PUTRA-LRT station.
2. Better job with better pay with better person to report to.
3. Someone to call my own... And not just as a bestfriend. I want someone to share my all with. Literally all... Well, except certain personal stuffs. You wouldn't share your underwear, would you?
4. 50k personal loan. For investment and capital purposes. I only have 5 years from now, you see...

Ok, time to stop. Gonna take my bath, and head out to Pandan Indah for my assignment. Then KLCC, then LowYat, then Hartamas, then Maluri. And tonite, clubbing at Barcelona Club. I wonder if VBoi will try to make EVERYONE drunk *sweat*. Yeah, I drink. Not much of a good person I am.

Ok, see y'all. May your day be long, and your hardship few *giggle*